I wish I could sleep, but I can't lay on my back...

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 12:45:32 GMT

hey lucy,
hey sweetheart how r u? i love this piss up man im fucking greatly pissed 0off my ltistsim wcurrrently wearing ur spickey; thing as migighalas.yea and as ive saifd before ;milferdf ti ha c ving a jball and i cant type muchs sat the moment cos im slightly poff my nutt3er.

I don't know why I keep going tback and thiking hey I can['t dp this. I love you, I'm pissed Jess what do you think, the beautiful people. Thanks.

anyway bak c yto lmy point of whaty im dxonhg, im loving it co0s i havenet p bbben gfouy for a kahory lwhile and im lsassllih

Hooch is fecthging her ball. love me, because I'm alone, but not alone,she hurt her ribs.

Godnihght swets.

The Ether Bitch/jess.

Again

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 11:38:32 GMT

Tired;run out of iron tablets.

What doesn't kill you makes you want to die

Headache behind eye;lying down funny for too long?

Oh dear Molko I have alot to do, have put everything off once again, another night lost.

Dream of sleep and sleep to dream

Sleep.

The Ether Bitch

The Future's in.

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 09:39:52 GMT

Well damn man I am feeling so much better after my 6 teaspoons of coffee and some Jet.

Kiss me, I'm not going to turn away, and I'll tell you I'm alright

I'm giggling, the laughter keeps rising up, i just can't stop it.

Make that 6 old replies, damn lj must be.....decapitating itself. I'm bored, I should be doing something else but the net is attacking me and I cannot help but write again.

I havn't felt this good in a long time. Keep me company because I won't bring you down, not tonight.

The Ether Bitch

Nothing Interesting

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 06:48:24 GMT

Heh, today was strange, recieved 3 emails from lj today, 2 from ego, one from wild, all comments replying to comments I'd written or posts from ages ago, twas interesting. (make that 5, 3 from ego, 1 from jesuis and 1 from wild, damn man this is insane, what the frell is going on?)

I'll add more later, am incredibly busy right now.

The Ether Bitch

**EDIT**
Today seemed so long and drawn out, twasn't at my happiest. I just felt down, don't know why, or maybe I do, it's funny how the littlest things affect you, even little things that should make you happy do for all of about 20 seconds then you just seem to recognise stupidity or 'the end'.

I'm getting that horrible feeling again, where my mind/brain is all incredibly slow, depressed and angry but my body is hyper energised and it seems to be moving so damn fast even if it's still going at normal rate. I think I'm developing schizophrenia (sp?), or some form of mind disease, heh, yesssss that's be.....I can think of no words, bad at the least.

I think I'll now go have some damn strong coffee and strawberries.

Op

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 10:04:03 GMT

No, Later.

The Ether Bitch

**EDIT**
It is now later.

Dear evil pixie,
Due to your command I will now write the latest insightful and interesting ~*coughbullshitcough*~ happenings of today.

As one may guess my day began upon wakening, there was a slight chill, but nothing that would sustain for too long. I slowly dressed then trudged out into the kitchen delicately ate my breakfast, fed the cows and milked the pigs.

My parents are wishing for me to follow in my sisters footsteps and marry a rich man that I shall meet at the rising of the sun on the morrow.

Hah....okay that was fun for me. Life today was inexplcably boring, I just had cold pea and ham soup for dinner, because as I have stated before I am much to lazy, and the stove is all the way upstairs.

My back is sore and I need a cigarette, so i guess I'll be back to entertain ~*coughbullshitcough*~ you again soon enough.

**EDIT2**
I'm continuously tripping as if my body is inept at standing for too long, grasping doorframes just to connect my feet with the ground.

I Miss You by Blink 182 is sad but beautiful, one of those songs that buzzes across the background, entering it's way into my tiny beating heart.

I wish I could sustain readership (or rather writership, hmmm creation of new words), like writers of fictitious myths, capturing the world, capturing people in their smart stories, making one fall into a different reality. I just cannot seem to grasp it for long periods of time my stories fall in and out with my moods and emotions.

There's this place.

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 09:16:17 GMT

Are you aching for the blade?
That's OK, we're insured
Are you aching for the grave?
That's OK, we're insured

We're getting away with it all messed up
Getting away with it all messed up
That's the living

Daniel's saving Grace
He was all but drowning
Now they live like dolphins

Wouldn't it be nice to jump into a freezing cold lake with another soul a signifigant other whom you love and care for, the sun beaming down on you, nobody else near, green grass and trees all around, no worries, feeling energised and free and fresh.

Even to sleep and dream of it would be heavenly.

I cannot focus, cannot stay put but I'm bored and ready for action. Ready to be reformed into a character from a book or a movie.

The Ether Bitch

Interests

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 10:01:39 GMT

I actually just found this quite interesting so I thought what the fuck, I'll post it.

Based on the lj interests lists of those who share my more unusual interests, the interests suggestion meme thinks I might be interested in
1. fangs score: 13
2. piercings score: 12
3. love score: 12
4. bondage score: 11
5. vampirism score: 11
6. art score: 11
7. immortality score: 11
8. death score: 11
9. blood bond score: 10
10. blood fetish score: 10
11. vampire bites score: 10
12. handcuffs score: 10
13. blood lust score: 10
14. blood play score: 9
15. blood letting score: 9
16. blood sex score: 9
17. magick score: 9
18. friends score: 9
19. book of nod score: 8
20. the vampire clan score: 8

coded by ixwin
Find out more

The Ether Bitch

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 13:15:38 GMT

I'm feeling.....better.

A little buzz, damn cigarettes, I nearly spilt hot milo all over me.

Dog's are great, I mean give them some food and a cuddle and they're content. Humans arn't like that, sure sometimes that's all it takes, but usually it doesn't last for long, you have to keep working for that content feeling when it comes to us.

Well at least I get to look forward to becoming a mongoose :).

these clouds we're seeing, they're explosions in the sky beautiful.

MINI PUKE, really don't you hate them? you just have to swallow them back down.

I should be in bed, asleep, but I just can't find myself there, it's always a shock, being tired most of the day and never being able to sleep when I should be.

The Ether Bitch

Off we go.

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 23:48:23 GMT

You'd think all the worms in space would have taken us by surprise when the thorns tore our hands open.

Willows it is. What else can I say?

Must have shower to wake up.

Good day young sir, I heard you wasted last night trying to find the sun.

I must save money to travel, must!!!!!!! I need you all to do me a favour, nail me to the floor and hide my money and keycard well so until the time comes for travel I cannot spend any of it.

The Ether Bitch

**EDIT** I see alot of girls and women getting clucky over babies and small children, I've never really found that before. Makes me think that if I ever actually have kids I'm going to be a bad mother. Oh well I still have a long time left before I even want to consider that.

You wouldn't tell me.

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 09:00:14 GMT

Fell down a laundry shute today, happened fucking fast, I was up the top, then I was sitting on the floor, stunned with scratches all over my back, a sore nose and a sore neck. I had my laugh and now the pain in my neck is really starting to set in, I can't move it much or it hurts, sure I'll survive though. Just something else to pay for. Really not my week.

The Ether Fucking bitch.

fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
Wow if you look at it for long enough, it just become a blur.

I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does

My posts, havn't been fun for a long time I must come off as a whiny little bitch, thanks to insanus_ignis and egocentricity for keeping company even when I write total shit, I guess alot of people don't really know how to respond to me.

Maybe I'm feeling lonely, and tired, and sick of crying, but I'm feeling.....something, like, like.....I don't know, but there's a little goodness in that badness.

Right...

Wed, 05 May 2004 11:43:54 GMT

Well today I got called a 'stupid goth' which I found amusing because A) I wasn't actually wearing black, so they must have taken notice of me before and B)It just really isn't offensive. Goth isn't offensive at all, why do people seem to think that? Stupid, possibly, but that's something you'd pass off as a rude comment at the age ohhh, 5?

Other then that my day has been rather uneventful So I'm going to go to bed to see if getting in bed earlier, help you get to sleep.

Love and Candy Souls-The Ether Bitch

FRIENDS ONLY

Mon, 19 Apr 2004 05:41:33 GMT

My Long Overdue Friends Only Banner.

Friends means getting naked, take off your clothes and I'll think about adding you

~~(Or you could just comment)~~

The Ether Bitch

(credit for banner goes to : romienmichelle)

Genuine

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 13:26:09 GMT

I was just putting names into the username area I put in the_cure (cause I'm listening to the cure) in and pressed enter. a journal came up, sounded interesting, I clicked it and went into the entries, the first I read was
"I'm sorry to do this. This is Brandon, Lyndsay's Finacee.

Lyndsay has passed away. she was murdered. Please, don't let her memory die.

Lyndsay Grace Van Blanken, Born Aug. 26, 1985. Died Nov. 24, 2003.

when I can handle it, her account will be closed.

Again, I'm sorry."

Don't believe me? go here:http://www.livejournal.com/users/the_cure/8428.html. So I went into Brandon's journal eye_byte and went into his calendar and to the date and around the date he'd posted in her journal, saw alot more posts relating to it, so I went o google and typed in her name (Lyndsay Van Blanken) and came up with stories of her dissapearance and murder:http://www.news.com.au/common/story_page/0,4057,9170503%255E26462,00.html. How can people do it?why would they?

And now I'm sitting here crying, thinking it's strange how I found this, I can't stop crying.

The Ether Bitch

dot.dot.dot.dot.dot.

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 10:58:02 GMT

"You look like a tit-flashing vampire"

note

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 07:15:56 GMT

Estee (gauteng) I'm just posting publicly to say that I still would like you on my friends list, and although we've had a few differences this week, I did not remove you because of them, merely because you didn't reply to my posts stateing whether or not you wanted to remain on my friends list.

And in other news, for the past three days, or maybe two and a bit my lower back has been paining significantly, I have been throwing up (which is always fun) and food is.....making me dry retch, especially the smell of raw meat, the world is out to get me dammit!!!!!!

The Ether Bitch

Feed The Animals

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 10:53:48 GMT

Go Here, Everyone and Anyone, hate me or love me, just go here: http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/CTDSites.woa Just click The 'feed an animal in need' button, it's completely fucking free so just bloody do it.

Name: Ether Bitch, The
Genre: Action

Force the hand of every man.

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 01:55:33 GMT

pagan_poetry
akaleia
billylykewhoa
bloodquartz
come_home
gauteng
languidprophet
lestatsbabygirl
lilbethiez
lord_blitz
losergrl87
piperz
pookizegreat
puncturedmind
wetplants
xspecialk
catnipfiend
isolated_heart
These people did not respond to my friends post, so if you are on this list and you wish to stay, or missed the first one, reply here, or not, If not please remove me from your friends list thanks.

Name: Ether Bitch, The
Genre: Mystery

P.S. People who are really new too my list for the now will not be removed.

These people havn't posted in awhile, please when you see this either reply or choose to take me off your friends list, thanks.
thir13en
bri_mol
cryptik
whisperofhope

Chill

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 12:12:31 GMT

Eh, I'm making my journal generally friends only, There'll still be public posts sometimes.

I'm in a mood, so it's possible that in a months time I'll want to go public again. Please leave a message if you want to continue to be a part of my mood swings, It's cool if you do and it's fine if you don't.

Thanks to each person on my friends list for helping me out in particular situations, whether you choose to stay or not, Thanks for your time, comments and interesting reads.

Name: Ether Bitch, The
Genre: Drama

Feb 29th

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 05:21:24 GMT

Just have to post because it's a leap year.

The ether bitch

Spineless dickhead

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 02:24:13 GMT

In my entry before this one I posted two banners, one with rainbow colours saying 'bite me' and another about marriage being an institution for the blind. Now some pathetically moronic person left an anonymous message (seriously get some guts people, if you have something to state, and try to hide yourself then it obviously means you don't really mean it). Anyhew it went like this : Get over it. They have the freedom to speak their mind the same way you do. Don't be a hypocrite. Obviously this fuckwit thought I was bagging out gays? When in fact I have high respect for them and admire their guts, I think no evil towards them, and bite me could mean anything you FUCKARSE. A: I like biting and B: I could be stating that anyone with problems towards gays and lesbians can bite me. Stupid fucking arsehat, grow up and next time you wish to leave a comment don't be a fucken spinless prick.

The Ether Bitch

Fuck You (and some beautifully crafted banners)

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 07:23:51 GMT


Bite Me!

Marriage is love. Love is blind. Therefore marriage is an institution for the blind.

Note to person who cannot read this :

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU, Make up your god forsaken fucking mind, tell me when you do, otherwise piss of and grow fucken up.

The Ether Bitch

Interview

Wed, 18 Feb 2004 10:11:12 GMT

This is the interview questions I recieved from disembodied_me and have been meaning to post for awhile (I kept forgetting MY APOLOGIES).

1. Is there a road near you that you've always wanted to explore but never have? Why not? No, unfortunately, stupid fuck wank builders.
2. If you had tea with a talking walrus, what would you ask it? Is this your first time having tea with a talking human? What would you ask one?
3. Using seven songs, make a soundtrack for your life.
- Teenage Angst - Placebo
- I Am Human - Love Spit Love
- Feel - Robbie Williams
- Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve
- All That's Gone - Rasputina
- Tourniquet -Rasputina/Marilyn Manson
- Creep - Radio Head
4. What is the most beautiful thing in the world in your eyes? Brian Molko…HAH, ok, I'd have to say someone who doesn't care what others think of them, or being enrapt in mist filled mountains.
5. At the present moment, which would make you more happy? Tulips from a lover, or two lips of a stranger? At this moment...Oh this is incredibly hard, I'll go with two lips of a stranger.

If anyone wants me to ask them five questions please leave a comment here.

The Ether Bitch

BITCH FOR A DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 16 Feb 2004 08:57:03 GMT

You know I should stop trying to force people into doing naughty things, they don't seem to like it, yeah that came out of nowhere (naughty HAH-it's a funny word). Fill out the following and I'll be your bitch for a day.

Name:
Age:
Reason for LJ username:
Do you enjoy reading my LJ:
Why:
Interesting fact about you:
Weird fact about you:
Quote:
Will you post this in your LJ:

RECOMMEND
1. A movie:
2. A book:
3. A musical artist, song, or album:
4. An LJ user not on my friends list:
5. Something to do in the next two months:

Yeah You

Sat, 14 Feb 2004 06:15:52 GMT

ARSEHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Ether Bitch

The Rain Falls Down

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 04:58:40 GMT

Ahhhhhhh the rain poured down, the sweet, sweet rain, Perfect weather, especially for Friday the 13th. Of course I got soaked to the core and will probably catch some god awful flu or some crap, but it was all well worth it...

The Ether Bitch